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Parallels: A healthier alternative
“Not good, not good…”
A lean young man walked in a quite hurried pace in the middle of a slightly crowded downtown, despite the haste on his walking he did not disturb the other pedestrians, quite the contrary, he had a clean aura of professionalism and courtesy, emphasized by his impeccable white work shirt and the always elegant pair of formal black pants; His reddish fox tail danced behind him as he advanced, careful to no bother anybody else and his foxy ears flicked above his short reddish “mane”.
“My schedule is too tight…why did this had to happen?” the young fox asked himself as he looked at his watch trying to keep his cool, his fair complexion flushing slightly due to frustration, “I hate surprises…” he sighed.
At the young age of nineteen Marc was already working his way through the “rat race”, he had previously scored an internship in a prestigious marketing firm and he quickly rose ranks becom
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follow me~ :iconpetit-squeak:petit-squeak 11 2 You promised nobody would see me like this :iconpetit-squeak:petit-squeak 47 7
I knew something felt odd since the very moment I had my first conscious thought for the morning, but these sightings before me were the undeniable confirmation of everything going wrong.
I did not panic, most people would have given in to frantic screaming and uncontrollable sobbing, but not me, despite what my eyes perceived from that mirror, I am rational man, and I wouldn’t give in to panic.
“Hmmmph” I grumpily groaned to myself in a voice not quite familiar to me as I stared at that slender feminine figure the mirror was showing me.
I began to examine myself, the long flowing cinnamon colored curls felt very real to my now delicate, long feminine fingers; I felt those small, but noticeable breasts protruding from my chest under my shirt, they felt real too; these disproportionally wide hips, maybe twice as wide as they should really be, real; The tiny pointy nose, real; the tiny but puffy lips, real; the shiver of the overly sensitive skin devoid of any body hair
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Applejack leaned against the golden delicious tree. Exhausted from running and crying, trying to catch her breath and dry her tears. This wasn't how she expected today to go, she had just gotten her cutey mark! But no, as she trotted away from the tree, and the high-noon sun beat upon her naked head, her cutey mark was barely a concern.
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squeak squeak!
The weird thing about being me is, there is a lot of "me"s.

There shouldn't.
Today i decided i would do something different, something i seldom do, actually use my journal as intended.

So i am going to tell you about "the land of fright and nightmare", aka the somewhat ironic nick name i have for my dreams.

If anybody is even there paying attention to what i do (which i don't blame anybody for not doing so), they would know i've mentioned a couple of times that things on my stories are often adapted from dreams i had, which i am aware of the crazy implications, but im not going to talk about how damaged my sanity is, the point is my dreams are filled with weirdness.

So you might be thinking "big deal, we're all weird here", and you would be right, no, i am not here to brag about how much bizarre my dreams are than anybody's, it's not a race and if it was i already lost, no, this is quite the contrary, because of all the things i see in my dreams, the one that puzzles me the more is not very high the scale of weirdness.

I have many recurring themes in my dreams, the most prominent being losing my teeth, being in school, witches, and beautiful visions of serene ladies, i like to think i know to a degree where do these come from (spoiler alert: my fear of growing old), but one reoccurring theme that puzzles me is something i will refer to as the "mentor figure".

The mentor figure is kind of self explanatory, she is a woman that appears in my dreams and is supposed to be my mentor, for what? it varies from dream to dream, more often than not she is also a witch and i am her apprentice, she might look different every time, i would say i cant even give a general description of her, but my dreams inform me that she is the same person every time. Sometimes my dreams revolve around looking for her, sometimes she is just....well, mentoring me. all in all it doesnt sound very strange, but here is the part that puzzles me: the mentor is supposed to be someone from here, DA.

In all my years here (plenty talking from my main gallery at glu-glu) i have met many people, i have "befriended" some, i have become REALLY close friends to some, while others we just have a casual social site relation ship, others are just people i respect or look up to and some are just people i have "heard of". The mentor figure (whose identity i will obviously not reveal) is someone i would not call my close friend, or even an internet friend, she falls on the "casual social site" level, which means i know her by her user name and some of her work, we have traded comments, but i absolutely don't know anything about this person, nor am i actively trying to.

So having reoccurring dreams about her comes as really bizarre to me, what do these dreams mean? why her? it's quite fascinating, i don't believe in prophetic dreams or dreams trying to point me to a direction i should follow, but musing about trying to get this person to be my mentor for...something amuses me greatly. Granted, the trickiest part is, how would that even work? i laugh at the idea of approaching this person and going "hi, i barely know you, you prolly arent aware of me, but i keep seeing you in my dreams", who the hell do you think i am? scott pilgrim? no sir, that would not accomplish absolutely nothing.

Yet, it's always fun to muse about it. And to vent.


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LongHairedLioness Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016
Hello ^^
Albinosumpreme10987 Featured By Owner May 19, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Hello I am albinosumpreme10987 and because I see that it has a small gallery and I really like what you do keep it will go far you are still practicing and also have my support
hdittus Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
What happened to you?
stantonphl Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
petit-squeak Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014
i know, i know, i havent been putting things up here ;_;
stantonphl Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Adomortume Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch(and everything else)!
petit-squeak Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014
i realized you were posting lots of things faster than im used, so i thought i might as well watch you rather than manually keep an eye on you, hah.
Adomortume Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014
Well, thanks! I had a hiatus earlier this year, but I've really hit my stride now. I should have a story posted before Tuesday, this week.
BigMamaJonanna Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave, babe.
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